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Deep Inside


I wanted to hurt myself
but suddenly I love my body
I tried to hide my bad self
I forgot nobody is near, nobody

From caring to don't care
Being idle from wanting to roam
because nobody cares
in my heart, there are no more rooms

Kept quitting
at least that is what I thought I was doing
I kept running away
to find a way

Finally, I reached the dead-end
my real self showed up
started facing the demons like a man
because deep inside I know that I'm not the person I've been telling myself that I am.
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