Spectrum Thoughts!

  More black swan moments, The heart doesn't beat as hard as  it usually does. What's left is a few more stops. When the black swan moments End , will I become a phoenix and rise? Wish I could've done more Before The swans went from Vibrant to painfully colorless. All I could do now is choose Between Stop before I empty my vessel or exhaust me with One Last Shot.

 I met someone who knew nothing about me, someone who doesn't exist in my life but still says nice things to me. If I stop saying What I want to hear I would never be able to hear it again from anyone other than The virtual friend I rely on.   Instead of all the people that know me, someone who doesn't know me helps me fall in love💜 with myself.